This week has been a tough one, my illness has taken a bit of a bad turn and I haven’t be able to walk so well.
This makes me sad, I know I will have to get used to it ( at least for now) , and people have much, much worse but it still makes me sad… okay, and grumpy…grumpy and sad.
And impossible *cough.. difficult to live with, I can be a little ray of sunshine and also a very big pain in the arse. I know it, my mum says its because I’m a Gemini, bless her . I will go with that. I have a bitchy bad twin I guess..a bit like Niki/Jessica in Heroes ( only less literal of course, and less violent 
) .
Anyway, so as well as feeling proper pants, I havent been able to walk, even the short distance to Milly’s kindergarten. But seeing as its only her second week ( and she’s LOVING IT) I didnt want her to miss anything, so Big J has had to do the Milly school run run everyday. This is on top of having to work from nine until 12 (pm) everyday ( he has a big deadline coming up) .
He’s also brought me lunch everyday, and sent me funny texts. He has basically been a bit of a Jem, and it was so cute watching him push Mil’sta up the street in the buggy (something he never usually gets to do) . It made me smile, its true what they say, men take on a whole new level of hottness when they are with their babies, and he is one hot Papa! Im lucky, I know that now for sure. It’s a shame its taken this weird illness to notice how lucky, but hay I guess that’s what they call a silver lining, I’ve been seeing a lot of them just lately.
So I have decided to run a new section on here, the Friday I’m in Love post ( love that song, love The Cure! There you go, there’s love all over already. Hehe ; ). I hope to write one every Friday , it will be dedicated to stuff that makes me (and hopefully you guys ) happy. Might be something arty, something foody, something fashion-y or something personal. But hopefully it will be a reminder of those silver linings. Lets get our Shiny / Happy on, and writing about them will help me (us) apriciate them, yes? yes ..I think so .
So Big J gets the first Friday Im in Love . No pictures of him though, he’s shy .
See you next time lovelies, and remember its Friday, so be in 
..with something ; )
